My last freeform beginning

*sigh* I am starting again. This time I am starting them via freeform. Just wash and go. Therefore, all I did was wash my hair. I plan to wash them once or twice a week, and spray them with water every day I don't wash them. So far today I think it looks fine. After about 1-2 weeks, that's when it starts looking crazy, with all methods.

I've started locks so many times, and with so many methods, it's ridiculous. I've started my locks freeform (wash and go), twists, braids, comb coils, palm rolls. I've tried to lock at least 10 times. I've cut off 3 sets of locks (the longest I kept locks was 7 months). What's going on with me, and why can't I be satisfied with them?